Thursday, October 4, 2012

AGED, MATURED, GROWN UP, TRANSFORMED, IMPROVED, FULLBLOOM what perfectly describe you NOW from who you WERE?


Question


AGED, MATURED, GROWN UP, TRANSFORMED, IMPROVED, FULLBLOOM what perfectly describe you NOW from who you WERE?
how about STUBBORN, STAGNANT, STALE?


Answer


I would have to say that I have improved, matured and transformed. I used to suffer from depression and social anxiety, be very suicidal, and very angry. I was also very submissive I did whatever anyone told me to do. I was scared to speak up, and scared to be myself, which eventually led to a major identity crisis that lasted for years. brbrThis was mainly in my adolescent years, but also carried on into part of my adulthood as well. It wasnt until about or years ago, that I started to change my life, and rediscover my true self again. It has only been about years since I have been living almost completely free from all of that. I still have my moments now and then, like everyone, but I am able to deal with them now, release those emotions, and they do not last very long. And most of all, I know who I am again. I feel free. I am in control now. I had control all along, I just didnt realize it. If you were to see pictures of me back then, you could see the sadness in my eyes, and the inner emotions that were expressed through my physical appearance, and you would probably think that I was a completely different person. brbrI still would not consider myself in full bloom, though, because I feel like I still have years full of wisdom left to gain, just within this lifetime. I still do not know everything, and I am still rediscovering new parts to myself all the time. But thats what makes life so exciting, in my opinion. The journey of constant discovery and growth.



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